Jesus said to her, “Did I not tell you that if you believed you would see the glory of God? “John 11:40 (ESV) I recall Christmas Eve several years ago suddenly waking at 4:30 am. I was about to  learn it would be a morning of great surrender, something I will never forget.  My morning routine was to fill a mug with coffee and then open my Bible. With Christmas lights twinkling, I continued with my routine, then lit the fireplace and began pouring out my heart to Father God. Sitting warm and cozy,  I read Scripture and …